we actually got our capstone project up and working which is AMAZINGGG. it wasn't so bad.

currently putting off meeting with my capstone groupmates because i have little desire to finish this project.

idk what it is, i think i have an allergy to finishing stuff. it just doesnt turn out the way that i like, so i abandon it.

that is a habit i should probably stop.

hating when the wannabe frat houses next door blast music on a Friday night makes me feel old. i would usually love these songs---and i do---but once you've heard the same backing track for all four or whatever years you've been in school, it starts to get old.

also, for some reason, i just really hate straight people having fun. especially the dudes.

put a shirt on and get back in your house.

dithering is great because resolution just isn't really a problem anymore. this is awesome

omg i just didn't wait long enough for it to publish. its fine

sorry that the lesbian horses thing is broken, its only on neocities but on my local server it looks fine. im baffled

maybe everything will be OK

whenever I want to feel like a different person, i can just take a shower

i watched a youtube video with tung tung sahoor in the thumbnail, about how short form content is blowing up our brains by forcing us to switch emotions really fast. He ruined it by insinuating short form content causes ADHD at the end.

when i found out he was plugging a course, i felt very vindicated.

i wish the forum or discord server or whatever revolving around my specific style of art improvement existed.

blackout curtains have been a life saver. (I have a very strong circadian rhythm.)

i don't want to do my homework. i stayed up late last night finishing a capstone project because i thought it was gonna be importantly due today. it was not. and i did not start my friggin stats homework or do it at all.

there is one homework drop, but i probably shouldn't use it. even though its getting to be a bit late for that.

it's kind of my adhd's fault. kind of.

i wonder if i will live in their world again.

i hope so. horses are awesome.

i wonder if she'd be into me making a page on my site for her photography. i love her photos a ton. i just don't know if she'd find it weird that i posted it for the world to see.

maybe i could make a private page?

i want to test out microblogging for myself. maybe a bit as a coding challenge, maybe a bit to dip my toes in. maybe also because i think its a great way to get to know me and the stuff i care about. i dunno.